Dear friends,
I'm afraid I'll eventually became a faint memorie, a person the you'll slowly stop to caring to hear from. It's fair and there is a part of me that would be glad about it - not because I don't like you or miss you, but for the reason that I know I've been a bad friend, a missing person with all the silence and mostly, for being a disapoitment for the few who enjoy my drawings. I'm sorry for that and I miss all the fun and joy of old days here in dA with all the fluffness of "comments and favs" and pictures and friends around the world.
I have some news, though.
I'm writing for a big Magazinne. It's curious that I've spent so much time trying to improve my lines to get known by my words. Not bad, but quaint.
The Magazinne talks about Desing, fashion, arts and contemporary "Hype". I'm somewhere in the midle of it and I'm alowed to spekas my mind out. Wich is crazy and also a blessing.
Translations would ruin everything but heres an easy one:
"Queens cross their ankles, sexies, their legs. The charming play with the rules and you'll never know when thei're nothing but sluts".
I'm having fun and perhaps transforming aloofiness in a somewhat etiquette.
Last saturday I had a big partty, I was invited to play, actually, press play, in a few choosen songs by me, just for fun. And it was all lovely, people were great and I felt an unique emotion recieving hugs and being told things like "Oh I love what you write" It is a really unique experience in life.
Unfortuneltly in this very same day I discovery my father has a lover, my family is falling apart. I had to go to the party but my mind and my heart was broken and far away.
I could write a bilions words talkning about it but i will only say that its painfull to see and experiment so much decadence and deception. I feel wel,l I cant say it in english, in words, in human ways how I do feel sad for my mother.
I had this sudenly inspirations. I hope I can share something with you here. All this contact with so young and fashionable, interestting, oustrageous people are giving me new inspirational insights.
I'm still lost but perhaps discovering ways and who would guess? Still relative very young.
I do hope you all are doing well, and growing up, growing strong, growing amasing people.
There is all this talk about "Aliens Disclosure", "end of times". I love it. I hope someday we can reach each other in a spaceship made of silver and glass.
There, we would speake the same language and have dresses made of stars.
Miss you,
Luix
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Mood:
Winter Downs